Loosing touch with you...

so many things have changed since then,

so many faces have turned black.

so many trees have fallen since then,

so many tears have shed.

i left you all with dreams of joy,

i return to see no one rejoys.

i lived on the land far away,

and now i have come to see all this.

Alas! i feel like an alien to this wonderland.

This land where i lost my heart happily,

but dread to share my pride with anyone now.

Oh land! what a game to play with me.

Without telling me that rules have changed,

Is this the way to over rule me?

I accept to accept my defeat,

at the hands of those who have overgrown claws.

The soft fingers of comfort and joy,

have gone numb and dry...